Days of Gray

Sometimes I miss the black and white.
When I was sure of wrong and right.
Before the days of gray crept in.
Blurring lines of my vision.

Sometimes I think I should go back,
To days of white and nights of black.
It sure was sweet to be so smart,
Days of no doubt and wishful heart.

But those black nights - they sure were long.
Dark and daunting. So much was wrong.
The more I saw, the less I knew.
Suddenly I saw the grayish hue.

For weary eyes - a welcome sight.
I’ll take the gray, soft filtered light.
Questions abound. Uncertainty thrives.
Still better than a righteous disguise.

There is one thing I do believe,
That is that most are confused like me.
And those who believe still in black and white,
May someday see gray with their 20/20 hindsight.

~smj

grey day

4 Comments »

  Cafe dog wrote @ August 29, 2007 at 11:59 pm

great poem. I really identify with this one.
wouldnt be easier just see everything in absolutes? I always thought it would be less confusing if i could see in the balck and whites.
Grey is a headache. a frustrating head ache sometimes..

  samanthamj wrote @ September 20, 2007 at 3:32 am

Thanks Dawg… Yeah.. I hear ya. Sometimes, yes, about the grey. But, to me, the black and white didn’t sit so well either… like I said, “those black nights - they sure were long“.

It’s the being naieve enough to think I knew black and white so well, that I think I miss the most…

  lostrealist wrote @ October 22, 2007 at 6:27 am

Lol, wonderful, absolutely perfect. That is what maturity is, knowing what you don’t know squat about, and knowing _how much_ you don’t know squat about. And that your checkerboard of black and white floats in an ocean of gray.

You are a really really good poet, and I am more than glad you’ve added me to your blogroll. In fact, I’m honored =).

  samanthamj wrote @ October 22, 2007 at 7:59 pm

Thanks LostRealist - and,

- “checkerboard of black and white floats in an ocean of gray” -

I like that!
~smj

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